Focus on the Why.
And then the How.
Find your inspiration.
It can take form in the guise of a jealous crush on a girl you're Facebook friends with.
Envy fades into Admiration if you practice Humility.
Only give way to distraction for:
love - clarity - pause
Wow I went on a big distraction train. Sometimes you shouldn't follow your tangents.
Ain't life one big tangent tho?
the flaw of the flawless is that we think we are lawless.
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I am not working on myself as I should be.
Instead, I collapse onto those around me.
Fly, fly, I try,
yet I feel the need to cut the strings around me.
Why is this always be so?
Must I always fly away in order to grow?
Are the flowers around me not enough?
Their colors astound me until I start to lust...
For something better, something different, something I don't have right now
I thought I was grateful but then things changed somehow
i just need to pause and take time to reflect
some kitties will also have the right effect.
This is the first time I have written in a long time. To allow myself truly sink into the meditative act of writing, it takes a lot of me to let go. I hold a facade of control. Only marijuana lights my words up, lets my worries go.
Sitting on the patio, high. I haven't done this in ages. This feels like college again. Not only that, I love my friends. I can't even believe how lucky I am with this life I'm living.
Marcus, my love, who moved up here for me. Sara & Nick, the greatest roommates I've ever had, and also an incredibly good looking couple (like, oh my god, it's not fair). Justin, my hilarious POM. Katia, a princess if there ever was one. Chris Auzenne, who is so charismatic, if not a *little* intimidating/inappropriate sometimes, but damn if he's not one talented and friendly guy.
Man, I got so distracted by social media just now.
RACK FOCUS.
A playful Sagwa by my side just begging for attention. Mochi being so patient.
Let's change from #Gratituesday to #MotivationMondays
1. GET FIT
15 minutes of Yoga every morning & evening.
Metabolic on Tuesdays
1 hr yoga on Thursdays OR 1 hr Cardiosculpt on Thursdays
Walk/hike on the weekends.
2. EAT HEALTHY
Measure calories. Limit to 2500 calories a day.
BREAKFAST
1/2 cup of Oatmeal, 1 egg, a piece of fruit.
LUNCH
Salad & 2 pieces of meat.
DINNER
Salad or vegetarian
3. WORK
Always stay positive, ask questions, look people in the eye, thank people a lot.
4. CREATIVE PROJECTS
Write more ideas down & stay organized. Listen to more music. Write down your thoughts & get to know yourself, your style. Use your potential, don't just think about it.